and i hate to sound like a lazy fuckin brat, but i HATE the idea. i hate work, and minimum wage is definitely NOT going to be worth this whole…grocery store…THING.

honestly, i’d rather have all the free time in the world and be poor than be miserable working for a small paycheck. YES, i get that i can finally have some money again, but i don’t actually…care? about that. i’m a very “any kind of stress is severely overrated” kind of guy, and unless i’m stressed about something that i LOVE doing (writing, art, film, being with friends) then i tend to not give two shits about my situation and i say “fuck it” and go through the motions.

it’s a HORRIBLE mentality to have in this world, but it’s not something i can really change too much. i’ve tried. it just happens to be part of who i am.

i’m GRATEFUL that i finally have a job again in an economy in which so many can’t get one to save their lives, but…idunno. i firmly believe the worlds problems could be solved or significantly reduced if people just didn’t care so much about shit they hate. happiness trumps all issues. if i’m poor and happy…fuck it. i’m happy. that’s all anybody actually looks for, right? happiness?

but i’m also a crazy person, so what the fuck do i know? i honestly just want my summer to be a vacation and get free rides and bum cigarettes.