fuck human relationships
it’s just a never-ending cycle of people using and reusing one another, pretending to give a fuck and for a while believing they actually give a fuck, only to end up being shitty people who do shitty things to people and turn them into shitty people as well. it’s a cycle of taking people for granted. of not counteracting the bullshit psychology behind why you respect and vie for the attention/approval of someone who misuses and shits on you while you ignore/use/shit on the opposing party who genuinely cares for/respects/loves you. and then they think about you while some other poor fuck is thinking about them, and it’s a vicious fucking cycle.
this isn’t a depressed michael rant. this isn’t a cynical michael rant. this is me being pragmatic. people fucking suck. even the people closest to you. and when they start to suck, everything goes to shit. and then you have bad days.
and also running on 2 hours of sleep when it’s too late to take a nap is fucking bogus, too. and it makes you write absurdly honest nonsense that nobody cares about.